Well... fortunately, I have never lost my connection to the land. I have no need to "re-wild" as my lifestyle is living deep in the woods, foraging, hunting, fishing, trapping and
gardening, not buying much, no debt, nothing fancy either. For me, I suppose it is that at age 44 I find far fewer social opportunities to meet single young women. All I honestly ever wanted in life was a wife and kids, a family of my own. Just one woman, for life and bound together for eternity. She never came along. I have been patient for the last decade or so. But, my nature has taken me more out of mainstream society each year, and my prospects are fewer. What is lost to me is that excitement and wonder, the joy of a new relationship with potential, the touch and feeling of desire and love. Now, I have everything at my fingertips that I could ever want, except for the one thing I wanted most. Life is most certainly bitter-sweet.