I have issues with finding the balance between being prepared to survive - and to Be, - in a position to be able to avert and ameliorate chaos caused by the religion based and political intentional trouble and divisiveness creators, and intentional morons who have no clue of how quickly life can change from something to nothing, or to survival mode. Faith requires being in others’ lives, and wanting to succeed and survive first is another pull.
No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and wealth. For this reason I say to you, do not be worried about your life, as to what you will eat or what you will drink; nor for your body, as to what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap, nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them.