Bud Rivera

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                      Naming Our Slavery

“Freedom is the right to choose; the right to create for yourself the alternatives of choice. Without the exercise of choice, a man is not a man but a member, an instrument, a thing.”
—Archibald MacLeish

Gaining personal freedom is no easy matter. Not that it’s impossible to achieve; rather, it’s all too possible, in our heart of hearts, not to really want authentic freedom.
One of the prices of freedom is the requirement that we name our slavery. How we dig in our heels when it’s time for such honesty! We dread it so much we may refuse to even attempt change, let alone accept a program of change and stick with it. But there is no other way. We can’t slip off the chains of slavery if we refuse to see where they are!
But however deep our habits or powerful our compulsions—there are others of us in the program who have had similar feelings. We are not the first or the worst. If we must begin by praying to want freedom, then that’s where we begin.


Today, I move toward greater freedom by looking with greater understanding on my fears.


This inspiration is from
Days of Healing, Days of Joy: Daily Meditations for Adult Children
7 years ago
                     Finding Our Way

Today is a journey toward managing our illness, a journey toward acceptance of a Higher Power and of ourselves, a journey toward a better tomorrow.
Sometimes we will stumble and fall; at other times we will face little resistance. We will find opportunities for growth, acceptance, and change. If we remain patient and seek direction from our Higher Power, we will find our way.
Today, do I realize that life is a journey, and that each step helps me find my way to the next?
Thought for the Day
My journey is unique and sometimes unpredictable. Yet I will not lose my way if I stay open and pay attention.

             This inspiration is from
A Restful Mind: Daily Meditations for Enhancing Mental Health
7 years ago
“Healing is learning to trust my own wisdom, my own intuition.”
—Mary Zink
7 years ago
A little daily reflection..

Today, I will be grateful for the freedom I am capable of claiming and, in fact, am claiming every day I work my program.
7 years ago
Good Morning,
Thanks for the responses didn't really think anyone would see this let alone respond to it.
Anxious this morning. My time is up here at Hazelden. heading home into the real world today.
It's been amazing, emotional and very hard five weeks here. But, I'm grateful that I made it here. Not everyone does.
I highly recommend anyone going through a good treatment center when first getting clean & sober.
I had to explore the deep dark shit that I had locked up and leave it here. Something I didn't do when trying to get sober in the past. Still have some house cleaning to do but I got a good start. Meetings getting a sponsor and working the steps will be a big part of my life from here on out. Everything else will be second.
Will, gotta go finish packing have a good one.

Thanks again,
Bud
7 years ago
Hello,
I've been following permies and doing a lot of reading, listening to podcast and watching videos on permaculture off and on for a couple of years now. I think the work that is being done along with the innovation, trial and error that takes place in this community and all over the world is amazing. What a concept, Working with nature instead of against it and healing the land and the people that inhabit it.
I guess that brings me to the main reason for this post. Myself I'm a greatfull recovering alcoholic. And just recently it occurred to me that maybe permaculture and its practices could be a very beneficial routine to include into my recovery practice. What better way to stay connected to a higher power and spirituality then working in sync with nature growing food, healing the the land along with myself.
I've had many gardens over the years and found great satisfaction growing food and being outdoors. I'am currently in a treatment center getting help with alcohol addiction. So anything that keeps me connected, grounded and out of self will be what I need.
Just thought I'd throw this out there. any thoughts comments?

Thanks Much,
Bud
7 years ago