having been in a similar position, ie "lost" a job, I feel for you lots Jen. Unemployment is a robber of personality, efficiency and just about everything else you care to mention. No wonder you are having trouble getting things done. I would suggest, rather than making list after list, that you do everything you can to get back into work, even if it is voluntary stuff. Once you are back in the groove, you will find you suddenly can achieve a lot more in less time than before. Once you are up and running, prioritize task by the season as time waits for no one and you can't buy it. I think everyone has tasks they like to do and those they don't, so they dodge from one job to another, this is normal. Also there are tasks that you are not sure you can do well, so you put them off, and thanks for UTube, most things can be learned online. I generally tend to try and think "what's the worst thing that can happen?" and work around it.
Get stuck into that job search and everything else will fall into place.
Sincere best wishes, hope it all comes right for you.
