No. And never will be again. Lost my wife of 49 yr. Just over 3 yr ago. Have lost my children to therapists. Have lost my kids at school forced to retire from the combination of my failure to be able to deal with the other issues. Everything has been taken. No. I am not ok and can't be. I inquired about another small school to occupy my mind and share my talents. I am 71 and no one will want me. No. I am not ok. I have vast lists of what I want to make, to do. Running on empty it is easier to coast but I have a full throttle with the sputtering missing of an old man. I still want but the clock stopped when I lost her and the children of ours have abandoned me.
