Jen, I can get the same way too. For me it really sucks because I am giving high amounts of medication that makes me VERY aggressive. It kills off the cancer, but makes me really agitated, so I have to really watch what I type.
But I hope in some way I have helped you, that is why I am still here, first coming here because a neighbor asked about
Rocket Mass Heaters and I had no idea what they were, then I saw there was a section for sheep, and other topics that I knew stuff about, so I stayed.
Through it all, I have had the highs of retiring from the shipyard, to having the lows of utter financial ruin by having cancer...twice. But I am still here, and grateful.