41M SE Missouri

Giving this another shot.
located in Southeast Missouri, never married, no children but do want to have some, live on a large tract of wooded land working towards being self sustainable, and looking to find a like-minded woman to build with. I am currently raising chickens, natural bee keeping, raising milk goats, gardening, wild foraging, and more to come.
I do not drink alcohol or do drugs, eat healthy, weight train at the gym 3 times a week, does not inject biological kill agents into my body, homebody, enjoy reading non-fiction books when time permits, does not participate in the typical normie activities that most people spend all their time on, does not celebrate holidays, and does not watch TV or other hollywood productions. I am not off-grid but wish to live a lifestyle that will not be highly impacted by a grid down situation. I have only begun to scratch the surface with this journey, good things take time, and would be ideal to have a partner to do this with. Traditional gender roles are also be ideal. Currently not interested in relocating outside of Missouri or ongoing long distance relationships. There is a lot more that could be said but will keep it short, please send a message and let's start a conversation.