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I could say a LOT about this... but something scarcely discussed is that the choice to not reproduce IS an actual instinct (similar to killing, even consuming newborns), observed in many creatures spanning the spectrum of kingdoms when conditions are perceived to be unconducive to reproductive "success".
Also, a reading on what some mice did (repeatedly) when given a "utopia", albeit a crowded one (spoiler... some didn't reproduce): This Old Experiment With Mice Led to Bleak Predictions for Humanity’s Future
And another... Why Some Animals Forgo Reproduction in Complex Societies

If sentimental gushy words have any value, well, I'll just say- Paul I love you SO much!!! And by extension I love everyone who loves you. Meeting you felt like meeting my "real" family. Everything you contribute to the collective "us" is more precious than I can express. I am there in spirit and if things go my way I'll be there in person to chop wood and carry water by your side and see the tribe of goofers once more. SO MANY CRAZY WARM HUGS permie fam!!!

I'll pitch in for this most certainly, indeed.