My place sounds like a perfect fit for you.
6 acres in hawaii, I live off rainwater and solar, enough that there's really no need to conserve much. It's daunting to do everything by myself, the lonlieness is the killer.
It's remote but not too remote. I have bananas, coconuts, pineaples and more. Started an orchard but am clearing more land for more farming. It's a relief to know if the world collapses I'd be okay on my own.
I searched the internet for something like this having no idea this was a thing.
Ive gone through a pretty brutal spiritual awakening the past few years that I wonder if im too damaged for companionship.
What you wrote moved me only because what you write you'd find here at my place.
I'm 41, I'm currently living in a 45 foot camp trailer I brought over, I have a 20 foot container that I'm trying to build into a little home. I'm also in the middle of getting. Building permit for a bamboo home, small but perfect. 560 sf living, 260 sf porch. 9cean and mountain view.
No cell phone coverage at my place but is available 5 min drive, I have satellite Wi-Fi.
Anyways, not sure why I wrote this except what you wrote in all honesty is what I'd find to be a perfect fit.
Dustin