Nothing wrong with that Marko.
It is kind of how some of us are wired. I love the creative arts myself, with writing, photography and drawing. As Dr. Petersen says,, artists tend to live on the edge of chaos, and thrive there. We prefer to be by ourselves and make inroads, and from our endeavors, slowly some semblance of more conservatism stems from what we have seen that no one else has.
His example; artists moving into urban areas plagued by crime. Slowly, through their vision of seeing the place a better place, a
coffee shop opens, then more stores and people, and soon institutions are loaning money and injecting the area again with productive life. And with that, the artistic people move again because they thrive on chaos and not the established
city they kind of want to be apart from. But their vision has turned choas into order.
Artistic Permies do the same thing, just in a much more quiet, subtle way.
You are doing that in your own way, making differences where you can. You need not own a 100 sheep; a single kitten is good
enough.
And that is applaudable.
You have amazing photo skills too. Very nice photos.