posted 1 month ago
Into gnostic information, love researching ways to improve my life weather it be food, fasting or seeing the world for the game it is.
I am autistic, so if i see a pattern that is not healthy or creating problems i will say it.
I hand sew (do have a machine just get more joy out doing it by hand).
Always looking to try new craft ideas and ways to use what i have to make things i use in my home or everyday life.
Love gardening and growing my own food (because i rent, have a small in door garden, though in all honesty bigger is better).
have written poetry in the past ( kinda lost inspiration and interest, world being what it is a big factor).
While card games, board games or other games are okay, if alone i will sit, read, watch YouTube videos to learn how to make, create or watch people do stupid stuff(no one gets hurt i promise, just a lot of cars harmed in the process).
Love talking with people about life stuff (don’t do the fake conversations though so if that’s what you want look else where).
I am capable of humour, just don’t get jokes will say stuff that have people questioning am i for real or am i kidding.
I will not put with emotional manipulation ( just like everyone else i have a history).
I understand balance in relationships, how to talk about issues when they happen (due to me rebuilding myself from the ground up i have almost no emotional energy when it comes to drama, mine or other peoples).
If you raise an issue with me, we deal with it together and move forward together, no one gets left behind.
I am who i am learning growing changing everyday.
I am very teachable, will listen to people as long they accept i will ask a lot of questions not all about the subject in question ( i am very curious about how people view the world and going down rabbits holes is what i do, i don’t often stay down the ones which don’t make sense)
I don’t care how people see me ( when i go on my morning walks or walk to the archery range for practice, i am dancing or when going to archery singing at the top of my voice).
I do see through the illusion of this world, yet at the same time i would like to share what i see and have my partner share how they see the world.
I lean more to the belief structures of the gnostic world then anything else( only cause i don’t want my beliefs to be used against me anymore, so i lean towards not have firm beliefs in institutions or systems).
Have a blessed day, as above so below, as within so without.
Take care,
KaRu
Ps I do rent and while i would love to meet someone who owns property that is not necessary in any way shape or form.
The spelling mistake above while not deliberately done, does serve another purpose( if you were annoyed by my spelling mistakes or errors than me in my nervous system shut down would send you right off the rails, so save yourself time and me hassle by not communicating with me).
I do not smoke myself or want a partner who does,
I do not do drugs and while i understand that people do i do not want a partner who does.
i do drink on occasion and cause its a rare occurrence i get drunk fast and can act weird as heck.
Just so i know you know that i know, mental health is a priority for me and i do get help for my issues and will not bury my head in the sand just because i am afraid to confront my shadows, my shadows are mine dammit and i love her in all her dark glory.