Dear partner

If three seconds of
pure bliss
Is too short
How about three seconds of
Suffering?

Opinions?

Opinions on the the idea of opinions?

(I thought of this because it took three extra seconds to park my rig backwards, you know, for an easy exit! ;) .. so I wave thank you and she snarls.. this is her state.. and we co exist and life goes on.. and I get to park nose out :) .. I must believe that she will see the humor in it perhaps a little later!)

[perhaps a bit indulgent on my part to write direct thoughts..
  I have a drive to analyze psychological and philosophical things.. rather an impulse.. it doesn’t need to take the wheel like a compulse.. but it does like to take the wheel whenever the opportunity is presented.. my brain-soul asks, “Why?..”
  Why do I like potatoe chips or road trips?
  Why does this Other frustrate me so?
  Why can’t I be lazy or indulge?
  (Of course you can! It’s your life!)
So this thread is to be able to express and unload the sheer amount of ideas thoughts perceptions running through my mind.. at any given time.. no structure.. just being.. and saying..
  “Dear partner” because I would want me and my partner to know these things.. to share capacity interest and love are possibly the most gratifying experiences.. ie a brief 67miles per hour road trip to have a highly processed hotdog for $1.52.. why is this my jam? It’s so gross though.. are all enjoyable jams about consumption and indulgence of the senses? Sure~! Maybe. I dunno~! It’s frickin fun. But my senses also suggest highly that i limit this sort of pleasure a little bit..
  Dear partner doesn’t judge. Just being. Just saying. deep breath together
Much love and namaste
Dez =D*<3

Ps more to come most likely!
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