"If at first you do not succeed, try, try again..."

or is it, "the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over, thinking each time will bring a different result"?

HI!

I have been trying to convince a kind soul/souls to help me get back on my feet. I have found myself with... ZERO... zilch... zip... of anything tangible, of anything of worth. All I have is a one way ticket to wherever I wish to go. All I will be bringing is my body, my mind, and some clothes and other "stuff" (3 suitcase full of things I'd rather not part with)

I am 53, able bodied, and passionate AND knowledgeable about permaculture, and plants/farming/gardening/landscaping in general. I would like to put these strengths to use, as opposed to languishing in a place that does not, will not, allow for those practices to be partaken with (HOA hell)

All I ask is you take a chance with me. i WILL NOT disappoint. I WILL NOT be a burden. Please look at my profile for more about me, and consider me.

Thank you.

"J"

I think the title is indeed the right approach, because you are learning as you keep trying, so you are not "doing" insanity.  Keep at it so you can find the right place for you.