Dear Paul,
Thank you for taking the time to respond to my questions.
I probably didn't express my situation very well. The poison has not yet been used, and this is something that I am desperately trying to avoid.
I am new to permaculture, having just taken my first permaculture course last summer. It opened my eyes to a whole other world of possibility, for which I am grateful. For the past year, I worked on small sections of land, which I strategically picked. Using the grass for mulch was difficult at times because it often seemed to be seeding, but we used it when we could. Additionally, we built swales in a few places.
I think our challenge stems from the reality that, at this point anyways, we can only work (and be) on our land one or two times per week. This is definitely a disadvantage in creating permanent systems. A friend recently suggested that we make our home on the land open to traveling permies, exchanging free housing for some help to really get moving. This idea makes a lot of sense regarding truly establishing systems and I love the idea of sharing our space and sala, which is in a beautiful jungle.
I posted on this forum to reach out to a community, many of whom have a wealth of
experience, for support and ideas. I was so lucky to experience a loving, helpful, and warm group of teachers during my first course, all of whom I felt comfortable asking any kinds of questions as I started to learn about permaculture. This is my perception of permaculture communities.
We are all at different stages in our growth in permaculture; some of us have vast experience and knowledge and some of us are still very much at the beginning of the process; some of us may be fully immersed while others of us are in a transition state. I apologize if I have offended some members of the community in how I described my current situation; but that said, how do we grow if we can’t openly communicate the situation that we feel we are in? How can we feel comfortable asking sincere questions in the hopes of getting help when we have to worry about being judged?
Thank you again for your feedback. I appreciate it.
Kind regards,
Gina