Earth Fed living go fund me

I started a go fund me to help develop my property into a permaculture property. The goal are to show my kids first and foremost what we can share with Mother Earth secondly it’s to do my part in taking care of the her and finally to get it to a spot where I can share with others and teach them about permaculture and share the abundance which will become common.

I have a hard time asking friends and family to donate. Or in general posting this stuff because I was raised in a way to never ask for help and do it yourself. But permaculture isn’t about that. But overcoming what was drilled into me as a kid is hard. Does anyone have any words or thoughts to help me overcome this anxiety I have over this. And any kind words about my go fund me to make it more appealing?
https://gofund.me/f0d33c1c8

Your GoFundMe is inspiring—focusing on teaching your kids and sharing abundance with others makes it meaningful, and asking for support is just letting people join in on that positive impact.

Thank you! I am not the best at getting my words together sometimes. So I really sat down and spent serious time on gathering my thoughts.