a portal into the subconscious

I lived this life for 45 years. I am attracted to people irrespective of their sex or gender. I prefer to reside somewhere in the contiguous U.S. I am looking for a person to build a life with. I am looking for a close and deep bond; transparency; and mutual support. The person I am seeking values processing together when conflicts come up. When something bothers either of us, there is a joint interest to talk about it, staying in the space of mutual understanding with commitment to exploring what is moving in the subconscious. To me, the subconscious is a psychic realm, a spiritual realm, one to be entered through presence and openness, and one to be experienced. I do not perceive it as collection of thoughts and memories residing in the mind, and its communication is best received through channels that are not mental. I believe emotions to be important communications from the subconscious.

The person I seek welcomes authentic expression of what is felt in the moment, be it anger, sadness, despair... The person I seek has curiosity to explore the subconscious and has the capacity to be with what arises, when it’s uncomfortable, when it’s unbearable, when it challenges closely held beliefs, when it challenges sense of self, when the question of “what am I” is being answered experientially on an inner journey through a mysterious realm.