SAHM trying to move foward

TMI so just ask
I'm 28, trying to leave a 14-year relationship...
I've been cheated on, lied to, and I'm just tired, I cook I clean, I garden, I took care of the chickens, the dog and cats....
just for him to go have a fling with a stripper & apologize that he couldn't even get it up for her because he was uncomfortable.
What 28 yo do you know will be in the kitchen for 5 hours to make a German chocolate cake from scratch...then another 3 for dinner....

i just want what I've been praying for... a good happy, simple, life, in nature, with animals, children, and a graden to pray in, pray over and enjoy for years to come

well if anyone wants to know more just PM me!