Julie Reed wrote:
So I am back to square one. Am I ready to commit to being at the farm always and all the time? My neighbour gave up his cows because he said he could never go anywhere.
...But the biggest concern was getting hurt/sick. They both said that having even a mild flu made the daily chores exhausting. This was 2 healthy individuals in their late 40s doing it by choice. And if one got sick/hurt the other could pick up the slack to an extent.
Wow, the above comment ended up being prescient, huh? (I saw your post about getting sick...)
As others have mentioned, having help from neighbors may be possible. Automatic feeding/watering systems help. If I don't feed the poultry on a given day, they won't die, since they have water all the time and access to the feeder (they have to step on it to raise the lid). Plus they free-range the yard, so they can scrape up bugs/eat the plants.
Yes, animals are a huge responsibility and commitment, but they add so much to my life, I'd feel life-less without them. Not to mention they are considered essential to regenerating ecosystems.
Have you considered rabbits or guinea pigs, which can be kept inside, grazed outside, and are small and cuddly..plus a sensible option for providing meat? Kind of entry-level animals, and if need be, you can have someone babysit them in a cage at their place, when you want to leave/get sick.
Don't know if anyone mentioned it before, but offering farm-stay, WOOFFing, interns, workshops, classes, artist retreats, etc. can get help to come to you, and possibly provide some income too. (although you'd likely need another shelter, for them...)
It would also provide socialization (which is temporary; a good thing, since not everyone gets along well with everyone else!)

I know you're longing for some company.
Or even like a work-exchange with your neighbors/community. They can help you build something, you can help them on a project, etc.