Posting here because of my current complicated situation and desire. I've posted on here looking for a new opportunity in a homestead/intentional community lifestyle but I thought I'd post on this forum too in my universal search for the right place/friend/partner. I'm seeking to escape this capitalistic/law-based hellscape but this is a new adventure for me and I'm not experienced in living naturally or off-grid. I've simply been making simplistic posts and searches like beacons so maybe the right/fated circumstance would make itself known to me. I'm looking for something but I'm not sure what. I want to disappear from modern society and live a life wherein my work and deeds contribute to and feed directly into my daily life and needs. Maybe I need a teacher, or maybe a friend/partner searching blindly for the same thing. My name is Peter, I'm 37, and while I'm currently in the central southern US I'm open to ending up anywhere in the US. I'm an avid reader and writer. I have a deep knowledge of literature, comics, movies, and music, among other things. I've felt different and displaced since I was 5, or better yet dating back to my earliest and formulative memories. I've always felt alone, even in crowded rooms. I'm introverted and somewhat antisocial according to my own preferences, but I often have a lot to say and can act in a very outgoing fashion. Like I said, this is an abstract SOS or a beacon for someone or someplace to show up and, in a way, illuminate my path, so if anything about me or my post strikes you do not hesitate to contact me. If it feels right, maybe it is. When you hear a song or watch a movie that will become your favorite, sometimes you just know. Contact me if you want to know me or if you believe you can help me on my way. I'm looking for somewhere to call home, to live away from society, and to make a deeper connection with nature and sustainable living a reality. I hope you're having a good night or day when this finds you.
