Looking for a friend 39F

Where to start?
39yo Single mom of 4, youngest is 6 months, oldest is 11. They are my number 1 priority. Been separated for 1.5 years.

I have a 30 acre homestead in N. Idaho. I’m working to gather all the old skills. From milking my cow and making cheese to making a hat from yarn I spun from sheep on my property. I love to learn new things.  I don’t get as much time practicing these things because I’m busy with my crew. I’ve been in a season of downsizing everything to make space for peace and joy.

I home school, home birth, home cook, home make, homestead, and home heal. I’m passionate about clean regenerative food. Taking complete control of my families health.  I made herbal and homeopathic remedies. I was a labor and delivery nurse and now I teach an online birth program. I could talk about birth for a week straight. Our world could change if everyone started to understand how important both really is. My favorite color is rainbow.

I am tall 5’11.5 so prefer tall men, but I care more about the soul. I talk fast, like 300 words per minute fast when I get going.

I’m just lonely and looking for someone to talk to. Someone with depth and dreams.

In a future partnership I am looking for someone who is passionate about heath, has hobbies, maybe plays an instrument, jack of all trades type. Someone who is a self starter and has a can do attitude. I would love someone with skills who can build things.
I want someone who is actively doing the work to heal from the damages life on earth comes with, someone who can challenge me to be better.

I am high energy and have huge dreams. I work from home and provide all my family needs. This works and is exhausting. I would love to feel supported by the divine masculine in the future, so that I can soften into the divine feminine. I have been in my masculine for too long.


I am open to whatever is next for me.

Hello Jess! I absolutely loved reading your post. I sent you a purple moosage.

Shawn

Hey Jess, if you have a website would you mind shooting me a link? Your course sounds awesome and I’d love to check it out sometime.

Sorry I didn't send a picture in my original response to your post.

Hi Jess,

I can relate to wanting a friend who shares spiritual values.  I resonate with your feelings that the divine feminine & divine masculine energies harmonize each other. ☯️  Yoga and meditation are big self-care practices in my journey of healing.  These practices have greatly helped me find my inner stillness and peace.

As a former teacher and childcare worker, I can appreciate the joys that come with raising children.  Though I don't consider myself a family-oriented person right now, I really do enjoy being a mentor in youth's lives.  Children bring out the silly side in us, and I like their playful perspective on seeing life as a game.  They remind me to not take life seriously and to be in the present moment.  I also know psychology and can share all sorts of tips to improve social, emotional, cognitive, and physical development!

I do feel like a self-starter and enjoy doing typical chores.  I may not be a jack of all trades, though I can serve wherever there's a need.  My goal is to grow with the challenges that come with life.  I like to surround myself with people who restore my energy and don't deplete it.  Like you, I look for how we can heal from life's challenges and to ease suffering for those around us.  I'm curious to hear what type of work you do and what you need help with.  In my spare time I enjoy doing yard work for my family as a gift to them each spring.  I like a mix of indoor and outdoor activities.

May you be well,
Alexis