I have noticed that I tend to act more aggressively/angrily when I am disappointed, grieving, resentful, etc. - subconsciously it's a cry for attention/comfort, but my primal mind doesn't realize that most strangers can't pick up on these subtleties, and they just think that I'm a
jerk.
I'm working on it
Growing on my small acre in SW USA; Fruit/Nut trees w/ annuals, Chickens, lamb, pigs; rabbits and in-laws onto property soon.
Long term goal - chairmaker, luthier, and stay-at-home farm dad. Check out my music! https://www.youtube.com/@Dustyandtheroadrunners