Maybe it's not for you?
If you have to force yourself to do something, perhaps it's something you
should avoid. Perhaps it's something else out there that's motivating you to be there and hard physical work isn't one of those things. If that's true, don't feel so bad about it.
I get motivated by the fact that hard work now = less hard work later on....if I can design and implement things correctly. That promise of less work in the future is motivating.
The other thing that motivates me is that (
fuck!) the
land needs to be healed. If you're lucky
enough to be working on the side of nature, you should feel that whatever you are able to give is not in vain. Even if my plot of ground is not owned by me and even if it totals 230 square meters, dammit, that is 230 square meters that is being slowly nurtured back to health. The alternative is much worse.
My feeling is that the earth needs me, just as I need it. If I can somehow work that relationship into something beautiful, all my work is worth it.
The other motivating statement is something I heard on the podcast, quoting Thomas Edison. "Opportunity is missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work."
Nothing is for free, you have to give of yourself to get anything.
best of luck in whatever you do and however you go about doing it,
William