Hi,
I know what you mean. High stress, high toxins, and low movement, low vitamin D, and perhaps low creativity and self expression too? That's where I'm at. I've seen business fail and succeed when it comes to ag. Start with a realistic farm plan. Go through everything you want, where you want it, how much it will cost, how much $ it will make (if any). Go through every step you will need to do, as best as you can - from buying the
seed to selling it. See if you can pull together a budget that makes sense for you. Then, consider your estimates low and budget for that.
Most farms take 3-5 years to get self-sufficient. Why? You need to figure out how the crops grow, the soil and biology need to develope to what you are doing,
trees need to mature, you need to connect to markets, and you need to make those stupid newbie errors.
Once you finish your plan, then go do it. Unless you have a lot of money saved up, you'll probably find it best to
transition over several years. The forums here are very informative and permies has some nice youtubes too.
Good luck and nice to meet you!