posted 9 years ago
I have considered taking them to a butcher but ultimately I wouldn't feel right about that. I am like you in the fact that I want to show them appreciation and I want them to go relaxed and happy. Sending them to the butcher, I imagine, would be a pretty scary experience (rightly so), and I would have no way of knowing that the butcher treated them kindly. If we decide to keep any animals for meat, we will do the butchering ourselves. Originally, I had asked a coworker to help butcher the chickens and he started talking about swinging them around to break their neck. I realized very quickly that they would have a much more humane death if we just did it ourselves.
I wasn't around for the dispatching of our roosters, my boyfriend was kind enough to do that part for me. But I did help process them, which didn't bother me like I had anticipated. Eventually, I'm sure I will be fine being around for the actual deed and maybe even do it myself. Oh, and we waited until everyone was sleeping so none of the chickens would see. I know they might not have the same level of intelligence as us, but I'm sure they would understand that one of their flock mates was just killed if they saw it.
It seems like everything you are saying is what I have been telling myself in anticipation of getting animals for meat. I'll let myself get somewhat attached to the breeder animals, treat everyone well, waste nothing, and keep in mind that any of the animals I raise are a hell of a lot better off than any that I would buy in the supermarket. I was raised in the suburbs in NJ and, while I know this is a better way of life, it's all a new experience for me. I just need to take time to wrap my head around it. I know I'll get there...baby steps...