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I would like to know if there are any former 11B infantryman here who may have a similar situation as me. I am curious how many people here are war veterans. Its funny reflecting on this, but even in history as far as in the ancient Roman empire, soldiers often retired from war to farm the land. I wonder if this is instinctive for peace of mind after years in war. You see, I was almost 6 years in the U.S. Army 82d Airborne with approaching 3 of those years in combat in either Iraq or Afghanistan.
After my service my body and mind took a toll, my blood pressure of 157/92 on average, sleep took me forever with around 4-5 hours per night, my short term memory was shot among other things related to PTSD. Well, to the point my first
experience with
gardening led me to where I am now and it has helped me. It was my third deployment and I decided to plant a German Johnson tomato. I did not have a bite until I had come back to the states but when I did I fell in LOVE BOY! It was the best tomato I had ever had! That bite led me to growing a few more tomatoes.
Eventually I evolved to square foot gardens, then organic gardens, now permaculture. In the process, I have noticed when I worked the field I had a sense of peace which I rarely felt since before the Army. I had a blood pressure monitor and I checked frequently noticing that it was approaching normal levels again. My headaches lessened and my stresses unloaded from me and I felt more energetic then I normally would. I guess what I am saying is that my increasing relationship with nature was healing me and I felt closer to God. To be honest, farming made me feel better than any psychologist could. At 27, I have had a hell of an experience but I am looking forward to the future after I finish my mechanical engineering degree and expand my plot of
land to a farm in parallel with nature.
Some of my pictures because they are worth a thousand words...
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(My platoon before my first deployment in Iraq, I am in the bottom left.)
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(After a hard day of training in the field - love the sunset!)
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(Left: Me inspecting enemy weapons we took after a raid in Fallujah.)
(Middle: Time described Fallujah as the worlds most dangerous
city - I saw this and thought "Duh"!)
(Right: About to leave Baghdad - very tired.)
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(Left: Buddy Danzyck was lucky, took it to the head but his helmet saved him.)
(Middle: The million dollar shot, atleast he still has his pair!)
(Right: Memorial for SSG Johnson.)
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(Left: More training before my next deployment.)
(Middle: A picture in a border region to Pakistan with some kids way up in the mountains)
(Right: Me getting schooled in some horseplay.)
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(Left: This mission was gonna be a tough one!)
(Middle: A stop at a
local FOB before we get to our AO.)
(Right: The last I saw of Afghanistan.)