posted 1 year ago
Sometimes, the biggest hurdle is just starting. Sometimes, it's the garbage someone filled your head with, in response to a previous attempt - or even upon learning you were thinking about it. In many of your posts, you've mentioned that you "can't draw", and my strong suspicion is that you may have that thought stuck in your head, and it's interfering with your confidence. I'd suggest giving yourself permission to simply play with it - regardless of the results. The medium doesn't get much less expensive (one of many reasons to start with charcoal, particularly those you've made, yourself), so just do it. Start with something simple, like a basic shape. Then get a feel for the medium's behavior by playing around with shading and tips of paper you already have on hand.
I keep going back to craftsy.com, for 'how-to' type things, and this is no exception. Their teachers tend to break things down incredibly well, to give a good foundation, in a new skill set, then set you free to explore. The 'tube' has some great teachers, too - but wasting through to sort the good ones from the not as good can be a frustrating and time consuming process. Then again, you already know the principles of shading, proportion, and perspective, incredibly well. Be gentle with yourself, and just try it on for size.
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"The only thing...more expensive than education is ignorance."~Ben Franklin. "We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark; the real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light." ~ Plato