posted 1 month ago
I agree that a fully sane person wouldn’t kill—but, almost anyone, when pushed to the brink, might.
I might not agree with Kirk’s views and activities but I think that it is healing to take a pause and grieve what we have come to, not offering any solutions. When we are able to accept, tearfully, things as they are, simply, then it is possible to turn away from the spiral, the cycle of violence, of hatred, of greed—turn away and turn to life, to the nourishing of life, to the good of ourselves and our ancestors, the good of the land, the good of future generations—to turn towards goodness and renewal, knowing, “There is this”, and, turning back, again and again, to life, to the present, to the dreaming, to the growing up from good earth, from lovely earth the abundance blossoming, the little weeds of the field, lovely medicine-herbs, the great oaks of the hills, lovely they stand, showering acorns, food up from the black earth, black mountain earth, plopping well upon the leaves, well upon the sedges and upon the loam; to the sound of beavers as wood they chew, chew to build their palaces and royal irrigation canals and make the earth deep and moist and whole again, the bears up high in the mountain-woods as they roam, deer as on light feet they stride and gallop and leap, spotted, graceful; to the good fruit; to the neighbors; to the cutting and slicing, the laying and drying; the slicing and boiling into sweet porridge, the apples of the hills, sweet the multitudes as they ripen, laden the excellent boughs, excellent their gifts, their sweetness good to drink from excellent boughs, from laden boughs; and the grapes as they ripen in the chill air; the turkeys in the meadow, morning’s bright mead, as they roam, as they peck and cluck, as they go, one by one, into their forested abodes, up by the jutting stones, up by the black earth, dark hemlock-earth, lovely, ancient; these places, all whole within us, all whole with us within!—how wonderful?
We go on churning stories but the rivers are churning fish; we go on sowing hatred and anger, but the chipmunks are sowing sweet fruit. One who sits down long enough forgets what they were thinking and remembers something else, something more whole and lovely than the other thing. Sit down, afraid; rise up, hopeful again, and again and again until hope and fear give way to that-which-is—it is more beautiful, more terrifying, than either of those. Vast, the mountains look so big from up here; cramped, the houses and cars so big from the road. Tiny creatures, like ants, move hither and thither; we are only those ants. To remember is to remember the mountain; it is splendid, and we are beautiful, seeing everything in our original mind, our original manner.