Our inability to change everything should not stop us from changing what we can.
Susan Mené wrote:
It sounds like we are on very similar timetables! 2 weeks out I'm 95% cane, 1% walker, 4% walking around unaided while occasionally holding on to walls.
Yesterday was a big day. My German Shepherd has been so patient, basically limited to our yard, woods and neighborhood, and yesterday my husband and son took me and my pup to one of our favorite town parks nearby. There's a spot where there's a huge grassy hill and meadow, and we can park right there. They threw balls for the dog, and I, using my cane, went down the hill (zig-zagging to reduce stress on the knee), checked on an autumn olive tree that is loaded with berries for foraging, went back up the hill. Walked a teeny part of one of the trails and back to the car. I felt wonderful watching the dog run and just being in a favorite spot of the favorite little 152 acre park the pup and I know so well (We explore everything, not just the trails).
This morning I made a decision to up my anti-inflammatory (celebrex) to 200 mg in the morning and what a difference! Max dosage per day is 400mg, so I will be within normal range. Have my 2-week fllow up later today, so will talk to them about it.
"Good tea. Nice house." -- Lt. Worf, TNG
I choose...to be the best me I can be, to be the strongest me I can be, to learn the most I can. I don't know what comes next. But I'm gonna go into it balls to the walls, flames in my hair, and full speed ahead.
"Good tea. Nice house." -- Lt. Worf, TNG
T. Woolf wrote:Welp, today I am in pain. Both knees hurt--not just the knee replacement one. Why? Because yesterday I went to the farmer's market and did my shopping. Yes, I brought my hiking stick and I dragged around a wagon for my purchases. It felt great to walk the entire length. Until today.
I'm stiff and sore. My knees are protesting with occasional sharp stabs because they hate me. It reminded me how much I need to build my endurance back up. I've been avoiding the serious pain killers and sticking with acetaminophen and Celebrex, because I really don't want to go back to opioids and muscle relaxants. So, I'm just going to have to deal with it tonight and try not to overexert myself too much.
The other knee isn't in great shape, but it's in a lot better shape than the replacement knee was before the operation. Still haven't been able to do my stationary bike yet even though I can use the physical therapy bikes just fine. I need to walk more, but not today. Tomorrow is physical therapy and no doubt my therapist will tell me to be patient.
It's only been two and a half months since the surgery. This is a two year process. I must remind myself of that.
I choose...to be the best me I can be, to be the strongest me I can be, to learn the most I can. I don't know what comes next. But I'm gonna go into it balls to the walls, flames in my hair, and full speed ahead.
Our inability to change everything should not stop us from changing what we can.
Susan Mené wrote:
I quoted your whole post because I related to it completely. Having stellar days that feel like 5 steps forward and turning a corner, then falling back 4 steps by evening. Both knees hurting-check! Here's one: Both feet and ankles hurting, deep intense aching. What the heck with that?
I believe now that there is an invisible garden gnome that leaps out like a ninja in the middle of the night to stab my surgery leg in random places, waits till I fall back to sleep, and repeat. A few of those nights I caved to a low dose narcotic. Still can't shake the morning-after feeling that when I use them it's a failure, but when it's happing the pain is crazy so it surely doesn't matter then!
Gratitude, pain, progress, stagnation. relief, pride, joy, depression--looks like life!. Hang in there, you are doing just fine. You are not failing or falling short. This is brutal.
You have helped me! Thank you!
"Good tea. Nice house." -- Lt. Worf, TNG
Robert Ray wrote:Those poltergeist jabs come out of nowhere. Gaining more flexibility. I would have to say this time around the connection points are a bit more painful.
"Good tea. Nice house." -- Lt. Worf, TNG
I choose...to be the best me I can be, to be the strongest me I can be, to learn the most I can. I don't know what comes next. But I'm gonna go into it balls to the walls, flames in my hair, and full speed ahead.
Our inability to change everything should not stop us from changing what we can.
Robert Ray wrote:On knee two my skin feels like it is burning or sunburnt over the bruising area. On knee one it was tingly like a limb waking up from being asleep. Walked around the house without a cane or crutch yesterday, not ready to abandon them entirely yet.
I choose...to be the best me I can be, to be the strongest me I can be, to learn the most I can. I don't know what comes next. But I'm gonna go into it balls to the walls, flames in my hair, and full speed ahead.
Our inability to change everything should not stop us from changing what we can.
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