POST 707 (DAY 718, Thursday, 2022.07.28)
[Morning Entry, Ps T-49]
……. grateful for rising slowly.. mama used to say “bul-dduk!” Which means something like “git!” Or “rise and shine!”.. it always felt so jarring to wake up that way.. though I admit that the ability to switch my state to alertness at a moments notice is useful.. this morning I awoke at 3am to water a
berm, and then to right back to sleep, and my mind said, “nah, let’s just stay awake and think and stuff..”.. so I laid there thinking about many things which could not be addressed until later in the morning.. basically causing a bit of mild anxiety.. so instead I decided to smile and relax into the morning, telling myself “hey, if I lay awake thinking, let’s think smiley thoughts.. set down the thoughts of control or worry, for now..” one hour later, here I am slowly rolling out of bed to start the day.. and I have time to fit in some stretching and a glass of water.. it’s going to be a great day.. :)
……. This week, we’re watering the gardens and
trees extra because of the heat..