posted 1 month ago
I have a lot of really weird and complicated dreams, it's rare for me to not remember my dreams, but I usually "let them go" when I wake up because it's just too much.
Two nights ago, though, i dreamt I was running an art class in a summer college program (which I have done in real life) but that Elon Musk and his little boy and a whole bunch of other tech magnates (who I couldn't identify, but I knew they were billionaire types) were all part of my group. In the program we all lived together in the dorms and had our classes all afternoon and then socialized in the off hours, and so we did that, but there was a 5 year old tagging along to the pub, etc. He was a very sweet 5 year old, but I had a very palpable feeling of unease throughout the dream about feeling insecure among all the fancy adults who ostensibly could have bad things done to me if I displeased them. We went to a dingy pub I used to sing at in college and I played the guitar and I remember thinking that I really missed being nobody, and that now after having been part of their group i would be on the public radar and have to deal with unwanted attention.
Sometimes I wish I had more normal dreams, even if they're all 'the plane leaves in half an hour and my passport is expired and i'm wearing my jammies' kind of things. i guess this is what i get from reading the news.