Dez BRK (post deep roots)

Coydon Wallham wrote:

Coydon Wallham wrote:Love that shelf, solid and in a super handy location.

BTW, what was the concept being proven with the shelf, some joinery?

Chicken wing?

Post 813
Day 59 [timing]
2023.08.02 we’d esday, evening entry

Grateful for good things

Post 814
Day 60 [timing]
2023.08.03 Thursday, evening entry

Grateful for seasons

This is indeed a new era
The era of enjoyment
Music
Craftsmanship
Art
These are the expressions of the human experience
Cats
Cars
Technology
And fizzy bubbly
Here as channels of enjoyability
Movies
Textiles
Woodwork
Animal husbandry
Stewardship

Song of the moment
Infinity
I’m gonna make this last forever don’t tell me it’s impossible

When weightlessness is inspiring
It’s hard to breathe at lobby level
The fans make convection
When summer brings the heat

Everything is going to be okay
Everything will be okay
We’re still heading to OKAY-land
Deep bass and samurai trebles

Can Heaven exist on earth
Beyond umptius chocolate cake
Or toasted hazelnut milkshake
Or wool comforters

Food
Is a nutritious salad bowl
Fam
Is a nourishing Super Bowl
Championship

Today was a shut out
Somehow I have these bouts of hibernation
I felt fine and able to power through
I also felt deeply all the things
The weight of this journey
Reminding me of respecting
The gentle and delicate side to
This robust and ferocious kite’s glide
Romance is always a byproduct
Felt in the past or future

The present moment gifts
The magic of elemental joy
Fundamental to everything in existence
I felt and went down with the heavy
Far enough to find the words
Then opened eyes to feel the levity
Guidance trust of homeward
Fasted all day to listen deeply
My house must be put to order
Then the next dream will come true
The timing is my choice
[Dezwards Closet let’s go]

Post 815
Day 61  [timing]
2023.08.04 Friday, evening entry

Grateful for easy road trips

6pm in kalispel
Burritos rice refried  beans
I still long for the road time
It’s my therapy
Wind in my hair
Sweet new tires from the universe
Really makes a huge difference
What a tremendous gift

Post 816
Day 63 [timing]
2023.08.06 Sunday, morning entry

Grateful for deep sleep
Tis the season for reconnecting with
The dreams from youth
“What do you want..?”

Peace with service would be nice please

[accidentally missed Saturdays entry doh! A little bummed about that.. recently picked up a habit of being less regimented about my routines and I’m experiencing dilemma because I’m some ways it’s nice and in others it’s stressful.. the pain of discipline weighs ounces; regret weighs tons.. perhaps this applies and it’s time to go back to the tried and true method of routine
  It began because I saw that many lives go on just fine without punctuality, regimentation, or even order.. when did these things become so important to me? My goal had been to “be consistent”.. and I wondered if there’s a bonus to just winging it everyday that I didn’t understand.. here I am in the midst of doing my best to live without discipline and consistency, intentionally to reconnect with my core values.. I’m questioning everything in light of finding my grooviest path.. the rigidity of my previous style served me quite well yes.. and yet I know of little else.. if my objective is peace and service, can each day be a brand new day? Can excellence be a byproduct of just being present? If I die a week from now, with consistency or even reliability/dependability be my top priority? Can I live hakun2matat2? For the rest of my days?
  I had learned my previous style from masters of money.. I think money was my master.. and I flopped at becoming a millionaire pretty hard.. perhaps I have now found a new master.. if money is flow of energy, how can I design things in my life to do peace and service while having money be the byproduct? Because money still might be nice to have as a resource.. what I know right now is that abundance is here now so I can let tomorrow worry about itself.. I have no solid answers just many questions at the moment.. Hmmmmmmm]