Dez BRK (post deep roots)

Dez Choi wrote:Post 798
Day 44 [timing]
2023.07.18 tuesday, morning entry
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Grateful for sharing.. sometimes it helps to just say your thoughts out loud.. like a shaken up bottle of fizzy bubbly.. once open, the pressure normalizes and enjoyment continues.. :)

Timing.. when the time comes to open the bottle to release the pressure.. find someone who can listen to listen.. like a friend, or a rock, or a pillow, or a ..?”

Now my doggie isn't there anymore, I talk to my plants (houseplants indoors or garden plants). Plants are very good listeners ;-)

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Day 46 [timing]
2023.07.20 thursday, morning entry
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Grateful for fasting.. yesterday I forwent (forgoed?) dinner which I forgot was tacos.. slightly sad about it, and yet abundance.. so it’s the perfect meal to remind me of how awesome it is here.. really I don’t want to miss any of the meals.. and my body frequently will ask for a break from the digesting thing.. it’s just nice to let the tube rest for 10+ hours 2-3 times per week.. I feel hungry at first, then an increase in clarity.. grateful and a blissful sigh.. what a time this earthly journey can be.. yesterday I was riding an e bike to the lab wondering, “can I just smile and be ridiculously happy in this moment? Can I just let go of all the heavy worrisome things and focus on being a human being for a minute or two? Will anyone or anything notice if I stop worrying about things?..” then I smiled and felt the wind on my face as I glided across the gravel on two 20” wheels of luxury..

Grateful for 800 :)

Inge—yes plants are.. I talk to my plot, Thicccens, which is full of plants..! :)

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Day 47 [timing]
2023.07.21 friday, morning entry
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Grateful for a healthy gut.. I must have eaten something that upset my gut.. feeling another fast might help.. maybe a nice smoothie.. maybe today is a good time to move slow..

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Day 48 [timing]
2023.07.22 saturday, evening entry
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Grateful for soul feed..
the season for acknowledging and feeding the souls is here.. fully embracing this, I visited the thrift store and spent way too much time there.. or was it not enough time?—hehe