Paul,
I haven’t looked at this site in a long while.
It’s really brave of you to share this and sounds challenging. It seems you are making great strides as per usual.
We met at your San Diego erthwurx
class.
How far “alternative” are you?
Energetics? Chakras?
I poo/pooed that for years, as in actively believing it was horsehit and drivel.
Now I’ve studied it —due to finding zero traction in other spaces — as I used to with
permaculture, as in our bodies being a reflection of the planet.
I know, it sounds woo woo purple — isn’t that your term 😊
Feel free to reach out if interested in talking more.
No attempt to dissuade you from your path, just offering what I can.
Blessings to you Paul