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At times I feel like I am always a step behind all the uncontrollable variables around me. The weather dropped greatly during the weekend and since yesterday my flue is starting. It's just a flue but I am so afraid of it, I also know Mai Kumbi is going to be exposed to the cold and no matter what food she eats if she is in the cold it is almost pointless. I know I will not give up, but at this point fear has the better of me.

I'm also thinking of the power cuts. The plot never used to be affected too much but now when I have built a sensible relationship with Kumbi which is good for production, now the frequency of the power cuts have increased. Will I ever be ahead, I wonder.
 
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I managed to get food, focused on regaining weight and to boost the immune system so that it can fight mostly flue better. Mai Kumbi's husband came from the rural areas, which makes it so much better, she was a little stubbon towards me and it was even worse with her children. She had started talking to herself and I feel this was more stress related and having her partner around will definitely address this side of things.
 
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Mai Kumbi came to our house yesterday. Her voice is back to normal and she is regaining her weight. She also opened up about what she was going through.

The day when I threatened her to go to hospital she could barely walk, I didn't see this, but my sister did. She never got any medication, but she said the doctor she spoke with gave her a lengthy counselling session which brought back her hope to live, otherwise she had given up. In the past weeks when her health was deteriorating, people around her would comment on how she needed to get rest and to eat. What frustrated her was that she was expected to rest and not a single person helped her know how she would survive without food if she rested.

She started withdrawing from talking to people and one day one of the vendors she sells with, just brought her lunch box and called her to eat. She remembers eating the meal with so much passion (I don't know what other word I can use), she really enjoyed this meal and she was sweating a lot as she ate. This is the only person who thought of helping her with food and she will never forget her thoughtfulness. After this her health went down hill.

Her body weight went so low and she said  the first time she saw herself in the mirror during this time, without covering herself that's the day she gave up because she no longer could see her stomach,  it was like her back was now one thing with her stomach and her rib cage was so defined and larger than she knows a rib cage to be. She cried so bad by herself, wondering what crime a person  has to commit to have to live such a life, then she accepted fate and her heart hardened, she was not putting any effort to eat and all she knew was she had to go to work for her kids. Sales were really low at her workplace though. One day on her way to work, she started vomiting some foam or froth, she went back home and stopped going to work. Her kids would force her to eat mostly in vain, she started hallucinating and was finding it more and more difficult to walk, even to get to her bed. She started sleeping on the sofa and she sometimes had no energy to lift her legs to lay down horizontally, so she would just drop her head to her knees and cover herself with a blanket and sleep.

It is heartbreaking to know that such a hard worker has to go through this or even anyone for that matter. I'm glad to have had been present in her life at this time.
 
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My flue is getting better. On top of eating well, I am steaming daily and I am glad that there is a difference, I have a wet cough and it is going away gradually. I also dust the house more often, it's dusty these days because of the wind so a lot of dust settles in the house because of huge cracks in our walls that let abnormal amounts of dust inside.

I have been doing a lot of thinking about the plot and I am thinking of being honest with Kumbi about the sustainability of our project. Our agreement was he provides labour and I see to everything else. Though there is this, we are both responsible for making sure each partner gets something out of our work meaning that even though there are defined tasks, we need to be accountable to what our efforts result in and we all need to be innovative inorder for us to be able to keep up with the dynamic situation and scarcity of resources.

In a normal partnership like this, it's either labour is used extensively without any regard to the humane/ Ubuntu part or a person just mechanically follows a routine as they apply their labour without being bothered about productivity or effectiveness of their labour as long as they get their salary. I want to change things, such that it matters to me how Kumbi is and it has to matter to him how I am. We will be responsible for our roles and even better we need to be responsible for each other's well being where if I am doing things for the plot, I apply all my gifts just because I can and if he does the same it means we will give our best. Then to add to this, the bottom line is we seek to earn a living through our project so, it has to bother me or him if at the end of the month my financial requests to make things work surpasses what we make all the time.

This came about when I thought about the drums and manure I am supposed to buy. I see options around the plot that can make it easier financially as feed for our beds and watering alternatives that do not necessarily require us to buy drums. But the catch is these require a little more effort. Because we need to pass a difficult phase, I thought it would have been one of the things Kumbi would suggest but he hasn't. So I will let him know that for now we will work with what we have even if it means scaling down, to a level where we are not taking out money from our pockets all the time. My worst fear is everything will come to a stop, and I have not thought out what happens after.
 
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I had my meeting and it was a hard one initially, because of some misunderstanding. I'm glad though because we were able to see that we are on the same team. We still see things differently but at least we both know we intend to make things work.

My argument is for us to scale down majorly as I believe our resources can be beneficial that way. Kumbi is totally against it and he is determined to prove we can handle the area we are working on. Instead of imposing things, I want us to grow together and find out why he thinks all of a sudden we can produce better.
 
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Our October is so different from the usual. We are having more of the cold windy days than the hot ones. This time temperatures have dropped but both for my sister and myself, our flue is not coming back and we are happy that we did not need to go to the hospital. I weighed myself also and I gained a kg, I need just one more kg to get back to my normal weight and then work on finding out what my healthy weight should be, because I am usually at the bottom of my healthy BMI, and I want to find a safe weight well above the bottom one.
 
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I hope things are well, haven't read an update for a little bit but was thinking about your journey this morning.

Hope to see an update soon!
 
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Hi Timothy. Thank you for checking on me. All is well now and soon I will be back to updating my posts regularly.

I had almost hit rock bottom in my attempt to build a regenerative homestead. The one thing that I thought I had totally failed at was being able to change how we are with each other as people. No matter what I did, trust, fairness, empathy...e.t.c, are things I still am not sure how to introduce I don't even know if my understanding of these words is what they truly mean, because they maybe distorted by background, culture and experiences. Yet these traits actually are pivotal to our progress.

It seemed like all along I was being taken advantage of when I was empathic and shared resources, not because I had plenty, but because I thought to share and prioritize what needed to be done within a day. Plans were now being made and I was the provider. This realization drained most of the energy in me, I was angry and disappointed at some point at myself and others, and I was ready to stop working with the family I am working with. When they noticed the change, they changed instantly, all of a sudden, they now voluntariy do some work that they never would do around the plot. I know this could be them changing, and once we get the benefit from our efforts it will be easy for them to continue this way, because of how impossible the economy keeps getting.

I am just getting myself together again and I will start posting and sharing posts on whether  it's really possible to make a change. I was badly shaken but I am now okay and working again.
 
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My uncle visited and his look was different from the one he had over four years ago, as I was telling him how  I wanted to grow soil and harvest water through practicing permaculture. He had such disappointment on his face then. This time he came and there were some healthy maize plants and he shared the picture in our family group, because we had so much heat without any rain and my maize looked this good. We got to talk about how I am growing soil and harvesting water, and the fact that he shared images with the rest of the family, is how I am spreading my word of regeneration, and the strategy is so so subtle, but it has roots that grow really deep.
Projects that are regarded sensible are those that make instant money as a tangible result. My project has gone for so many years without the money side of it being visible and obviously, I want a profitable project. But the project has not reached there yet because there are so many layers I am working on to get to that point. The one thing that I now have is the ability to grow good maize, which is next in making my work sensible since it's the staple and common crop. And I was right because this is what drew my uncle's attention. Many projects that were initiated when I began my journey have started and stopped, farming is even worse because of the changing climate. For him to see that I was still working on my project and that I have built some resilience against the changing weather and unstable economy made him have some respect. I know that when I start making money out of the place that's when I will gain his full respect.

Another good thing that happened was that I was invited to a regeneration festival last week, that was hosted by Soft Foot Alliance in Hwange. I was not just a spectator, I had my own stand. Never had I imagined myself as someone who would have a stand sharing ideas at a festival. My dream is to spread regeneration as much as I can and this was such a big opportunity because there were many people. Again  images of the healthy maize plants in the heat, without the use of commercial fertilizers is what drew people to my stand. There were big organisations and different ideas being shared, like rammed earth building, holistic grazing, rocket stoves...e.t.c. And there I was, showcasing the positive impact that one can make at a family or individual level, which can then contribute to the bigger international goals, like carbon sequestration and water cycle restoration.

This year has been a tough year but it seems to be ending on a high note.
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Nice to see the corn looking well! Is this the white dent corn?
 
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Yes it is.
 
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Rufaro Makamure wrote:Yes it is.



Standard there is white, or do people eat other kinds too?
 
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Hello Rufaro. Would trying something like this interest you?

https://www.rareseeds.com/corn-painted-mountain

I got quite some of those. Because it's so diverse it might have some qualities that might surprise. I heard it was grown in Sweden as well as Syria.


 
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Bri, yes the white dent is the common corn grown and known, apart from popcorn, which is bought and rarely grown at subsistence level. Any other variety you can think of is non existent.

Let me know if I am decoding the underlying message from the both of you on the maize variety, correctly. Are you wondering why I am growing this particular variety?
 
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Rufaro Makamure wrote:
Let me know if I am decoding the underlying message from the both of you on the maize variety, correctly. Are you wondering why I am growing this particular variety?



No decoding necessary. I am just interested in corn and what types of corn are grown in various countries.
 
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