Alex, said "I truly have no idea left of what to do. I've been turning my parent's tiny city yard into a little patch of diverse wildlife habitat for about 9 years now and it is overflowing all it can do is keep growing up but my neighbors have already complained to the city about it.
Alex Michaud wrote:
What do you do to move forward in life? Is there a way to live in this context without giving in to hedonism? How do I find a giant rock face to carve a mural into if I live in a flat place with deep bedrock? Do you think there is potential to organize an 'underground' social movement among people who are still fully imprisoned in city life and if so, do you have any ideas about how to find people to be involved in something like this? How can I help people realize that there is ACTUALLY no separation (that means no creation, no causality, no freedom, no independence, no competition, no randomness, etc. - only infinite self-relation where self is void, not a person)?
Alex said, "I guess all I can do is keep doing the things I've already been doing (learning things and practicing skills when I have energy to which is fewer and farther between as time goes on) to pass time in this life that is worse than no life at all.
it just seems like whenever my parents don't keep me alive anymore I will die, I don't really know what other option there is.
Does anyone have any idea? Is this part of reality actually just a severed root of the tree of life that will rot back into the soil?
Alex Michaud wrote: Plenty of people are invested in what exists, and I do not and will not respect any of them. .
Alex Michaud wrote:There is nothing to try to accomplish. Change is an illusion. Plenty of people are invested in what exists, and I do not and will not respect any of them. There is no reason for people to continue replying to this thread, I have already remembered that there is nothing possible except continue watching insufficiency play out.
John Wibel wrote:Its message is one I have begun studying and seems like where you are. I personally had a completely different energy a while back, trying to save the world. I now know all I can save is myself and only allow positivity to be reflected back to others. Trying to change things seemed to make no difference and in letting go things improved.
Robert Rae wrote:We all have worth, I hope you find your way. I don't always live in the "NOW" as some do but am aware of it. Something has drawn you here and reality unfortunately does exist with all of the things that come with it. If reality is nothingness how can it be assigned a value of unworthiness? How can one pursue "apathy" ? I have free will and I have a voice. I live in a reality that has endless possibilities.
Alex Michaud wrote:Asking people who are currently in or have been before in a situation where they had no access to land, could not find anyone around them who they could relate to or work with towards shared goals, and were incapable of appealing economically to society thus being without any bank coupons:
What do you do to move forward in life?